A Collection of Ramblings

I may or may not start writing more consistently here. I enjoy it, so I'd like to. I'm busy, so I might not.

I have been living in kairos more than chronos lately and I enjoy that greatly.

I hate conditioning my hair because I'm never quite sure if I rinse all the conditioner out or not.

I am realizing that honesty means more than I thought it did - that the definition of honesty I used was not as honest as it could be.

There is such freedom in honest vulnerability.

I am SO thankful for my friends. My dear, faithful, encouraging, challenging friends. Past friends, present friends...they are all so wonderful.

I haven't daydreamed lately nearly as much as I should.

I had a GREAT day subbing yesterday and hope I can do it more often...even make a living off of it. I am good in a classroom setting. I'm not sure if I'd want to teach consistently forever, though.

I am not feeling very eloquent at all right now, but I excuse that because these are just random and rambling thoughts.

I enjoyed being an extra this weekend and would like to give it another try. I'm intrigued by the whole process of film and perhaps need to give it a go with a "real" part to explore that experience as well.

I'm feeling the itch to travel lately. Anywhere. A road trip. A transcontinental adventure. An international flight. Anything. A 2 hour drive to Richmond was tantalizingly not enough.

Consistent re-evaluation is good, healthy even. Constant wondering...not so much. I'm glad I recognize the difference and can therefore filter.

I have had a headache for about 16 hours now....even while I was sleeping I felt my headache. Not cool.

I haven't frolicked or pranced in awhile. I should do that soon.

Christmas seems to be approaching pretty fast. I'm excited for the Christmas season, but it can wait awhile. The end of this year for some reason seems to loom with a bit of dread. It's a weird feeling I can't quite explain or find the cause. Like if certain things don't happen by the end of 2010, they never will....but I don't even know what those things are! It's a weird feeling.

It has been raining all week and I love it. But it's not much motivation for me to do my hair. ;)

Confidence does not equal vanity. Qualification does not equal pride.

Life is a constant balance.

September is almost over. Wow. How did we get here??

There are moments when I really miss college. More like the college life than the classes and homework, but I do love a good, informative class. :)

Last summer I had decided I wanted to read a lot of C.S. Lewis. A "C.S. Lewis Binge" I think I called it. I never did....I wish I had. So I'm reading his "Miracles" right now and enjoying it thoroughly.

I hope my life affords me sufficient time to read. I miss reading A LOT.

God has truly blessed me lately. And for that I am most grateful.

I wish I could wear a hat to work.

Butterflies - I love them. I need to see more of them this fall.

I love fall and hope that this one is full of fun fall adventures!

I miss the mountains.

I'll write something more enlightening later. :)